I know it's unfair of me because he doesn't go out with his friends so often, but I'm really, really upset. If in the first place he'd said to me he was staying out all night, I wouldn't have liked it, but at least it would have been the truth. He promised me he'd be home by 11.00pm for our special night. I got a call at 10.55pm saying he was going to stay out a bit longer but would be back by 1.00am, then a call at 1.00am saying he wanted to stay out later but would come home anyway. I called at 2.00am and he hasn't even left town yet- it takes at least half an hour to get home. I know I should let him have his fun, but I feel as though he can be so selfish when he drinks. He doesn't do it often, and definitely can't handle his drink, but he just doesn't seem to be thinking about me at all.
I've had a really crappy night and been in tears for most of it. I just needed him to be home when he said he would, just to give me a cuddle. So much for our quality time together...
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